i don’t want to go home. i love it here. i love my dad and my stepmom. i love my brother and sister and it kills me that i never get to see them. i hate school. people that KEEP taking shit about me can keep hating cause I’m not going anywhere. i just took a little break from people to get my head on straight. the song lyrics i keep getting a little bit stronger from country strong keeping popping in my head. I’m not going to air all my dirty laundry but i will say that i didn’t go down to florida just to get away cause i wasn’t going to prom …. honestly i wish i went sooooooooo bad. I’m trying to be happy for people and not being so judgmental and be happy for them. i am so jealous of the littlest things. I’m sorry, but i have been hurt. not an excuse, a fact. i know anyone who reads this will judge but i want the one person who thinks I’m just a little bitch who runs away there is much much much more going on. i’m a hopeless romantic i can’t wait to have a magic moment like i hope all you had. i love my friends, real housewives of new jersey and the sun. good music and movies that can make me cry and laugh. I’m over sensitive and a hot mess.